dear diary 09/19/05wel sept. dont suck like i thought!!!

WEL CUTE NG PIC MEMORIZ!!!

NCAA today but 2 bad we didn't win!!! der stil a chance!!! hehe on wed!!! go beda fight,fight,fight!!! wel saya!!! kaso kj naman!!! wel saya kasama si jonas,keno,and chaky sa back ang kulet!!! wel its been a long time since i did my blog kasi bc nag eeror pa internet kow!!! anu paba wel pero boring day den today!!! hay pagod na me kaya pag pasensyahan nyo nalang po!!! im tired kasi!!! hehe wel bye guys!!! pax out!!!

dear diary 09/13/05 sept sucks!!!

wel, yesterday i feel weak and today nag shoot up ang fever ko, but now im feeling ok wel i can go to the game tom whahooo!!! yeh!!! nandoon sina chino and kabarkada!!! wel today al i did was to bed rest, so for tom i have my energy back...namiss ko skul boring sa bahay kain tulog internet...know what while i was posting dis post im wearing a coolfever at my forehead wel it feels gud...marami me namiss like sockosome and lessons...wel kung kaya ko nmn papasok me kaso i almost colapsed wen i waked up...wel turns to be my tonsil was namamaga!!! becaused of cold ice cream shoot!!! hayzzz!!! wel right now im ok...wel dami text me tnx wel for dos wu tenx me tnx specialy to chino nag wori ka no!!!haha tenx best...ayaw ko mamoblema today im recovering told u im physicaly weak and sick not to mention emosionaly hurt!!! haha nah!!! maybe just alittle u cant bring me down im strong maybe not today...if u only know wu are u and i cant believe dat its u...hayzzz!!! of all the people but guess wat its over!!! let destiny decide...haha im so glad today wel told yah sept sucks specialy for me!!!hacuu!!!i stil have colds and cough!!! wel need to get some rest for tom and hope im better d pwede barkada ko nandoon hehehe its gonna be a gud day!!! tommorow wel...nah nevermind got to get this out in my system and him!!!hahaha talk to much...


wel pax out!!! haccu................;0

dear diary 09/08/05 sept sucks!!!

blue is the color or sadness...wel as u can see the girl acepts wat destiny striked upon her and look shes happiey!!!

yes may music na blog ko!!!
as of now i accept the fact dat sept do sucks...and hes not mine...and im being to harsh...and im truly "baliw" baliw in all aspect pero matino in all aspect...and lifes life...and i need to acept the fact thats its my life just acept and let it pass and pass it will, ouch...basta ouch!!! buti i had change a lot cauzed....and anu paba wel dont care na about him and kung anu paman...its so stress full and disapointing...who cares as in no1 cares...hayzzz it will pass...............................wel hope soon enough...


abbiey HAYZZZ!!! well dats life!!!

dear diary 09/08/05 sept sucks!!!

we just lost "st.benidict"song its ok its not that im not doing nothing and intrigs keep on jumping at me...wat hurts the most its my other clsmte...hayzzz!!!and other bad things...sept do sucks!!!

pax all out!!!
abbiey

dear diary 09/07/05 sept sucks!!!

well kahit ganun i know it will pass....and pass it will!!! possitive thought atleast...


wel wala nmng bago...panget parin araw ko why wont dey leave me alone i aint doing nothing to them...hayzzz!!! bad bad bad day for me leave me alone...i hate sept...hayzzz...wat good happen guess wat NOTHING wata shame...geezzz!!! well i just wanna say it sucks.................................... aslong nah... at basta bad bad bad wel just wanna say bad and hope u had a happiey day gud for u..............bad for me,,,,,,,,, =<>


abbiey...:<>

dear diary 09/06/05

Wake me up wen september ends...hayzzz nakaka op sa "hus" hayzzz...daming langam, 1 bit me...tiniris ko...hayzzz...hate september...hayzzz tupper nah...= user, pretender,actor...buti nalamn ko psyco rules...wanna know if it hurt!!! yah...dont wana lie na as in walang nanyari cauze i thought ok sya pero then again i had fall 4 the third time...hayzzz...so dumb to even thought it was real...wat the heck...cursed u...how can dis happen to me i made my mistkes...hah!!! TUPPER A REAL JUNK!!! biro mo niloko mo ko for a day ha im gud not to be more to u...and atleast its OVER baby...go now to hell,,,go to yur father ther...hayzzz wer is the luv...hays wala na, im tired wala nmng matino...sana somewer out der if u someone can read this...hayzzz how sad...pero it will pass im strong out side but weak in side nah... i wil not fnd it wil just come...it wil pass pass it wil and until i get over u...hahaha cant fool me again...take yur stupid sori cauz u dont ment it...go and i dont wanna see u again...fly,swim,walk or die i dont care...yur to much just go away...hayzzz!!!bad trip i hate september another month of sufferings...yah and it will past i said to much need to go...

PAX OUT!!! :@

sept sucks!!!

i dont know why ginanahan me ngayong mag write sa blog ko wel siguro kay TuPper...hayzzz...alam mo Tupper sobrang...wel de me pwedng bigay ng clue...tsk...tsk...tsk...hayzzz!!! happiey :) in da same time sad :( dnt know why...actually some lang make me feel at home...sa home ko...as adelaide, may mga hndi kasi ako nalamn...wel or maybe...i just felt dat way, hayzzz hate september...so upseting day...dahil sa mga nanyari dati...wel past is past...just trying to go back...hayzzz!!! why dont people give me a chance wel i hate people who judge me...stop judging me and FYI who are u to judge me...wel 1 exmple wen i :) some got mad so wen im doing :! dey tel me im mataray and they got mad also wel fyi im not supposed to be der puppet ok...im just trying to fit in...wel wen i do like this :* :" :> :< :@ accept me cauze i accept u for who u are hope u do this w/ any reaction...just wanna be...me!!! dont need to fit in... if u like me fine if u hate me fine but give a reasonable reason why? not an excuse...and tell me why...not backstabing me...and telling things yur not sure of...wel i cant do anythng about who u are just hope u leave me alone...well, i guess dats dat...just wanna speak out...well pax out!!! ill pray nalng...

dear diary 09/04/05

hahaha...mandarin orange code name: pero wala nmn talagang kinalamn code nme sakanya!!! wel wala lng just code pero kung code name gusto nyo ''tupper'' nlng!!! wel i dnt know if he knows i dnt wnt him and my isue dati...tapos basta ewan smthing about hm..... my goosh...masyado me secretive dont know if he notice...tupper!!! doing doing doing doing...
mixed emotion day well tagal nakong d nkpg blog caused frst grounded 2nd takas lng me po 3rd i have no time...hayzzz!!! i dont know why seems like buong september bad mood me...isa pa i dont know kung im "lendes" my goosh...hayzzz sobrang disapointed me sa grades why did i not study wel ill try my best this quarter...sana lng si katam dont strike me yet and pls..."tupper" tell me nah...i want to know, as u can see bad day tapos unting gud tapos medyo rare tapos... hayzzz wag nyo nalang basahin to kasi sobrang as in boring and baka op pakau hayzzz dizzz been avery bad and boring week well sana kau masya...tsk...tsk...tsk...pax out!!! :# hayzzz!!!

dear diary 09/01/05

today............hayzzz!!! wala nmn dami lng intrigs...back to reality aral nnmn...ugh!!! are u like dat(doing)...patay on sat na card day...wel b-day keno bukas...wel sa 4 uhm...ouch!!!...dami kong iniisip...my goosh shockng asia ipapanood smn grabe sbra sila mag react!!!normal but groose, wel dats life...mr.rubber duckiey laging asar sakn why po ba!!!...c mandarin orange >>>>hay bahala nga sya... ? ko sa life ko why? ba nila ko namimisunderstood...mis interpret ginagawa ko...hayzzz...kasi u dnt knw me yet eh!!!...wel ang gulo parn skn ng science...wel may natngap nnmn akng sulat whos 111???...wel ayoko ng mga katabi ko lalo na sa right ko and sa frnt!!!nako nag samasama sila hayzzz!!!...im mad at "feeling"not...damng stalker...hayzzz...tumatawag ibababa sasabihin "uy" tapos bababa...tapos may sakit pako sobrang stress out...wel ohhh!!! my goosh hnde pwede to >>> ...mo kasi eh...anu paba tapos c treasurer wala nnmn magawa pati wrng spelng ng place pace daw...and so my bad nako ang gulo mo!!!tapos si bibe grrr...PERO alm nyo mas maramng bad thngs nananyari ngayun kesa magnda wel ito lng antok nko eh!!! im nt feelng wel tapos wala png reason para maging masaya...kasi mandarin orange kasi eh!!! wel pax out!!!

dear diary 08/31/05

wala lng!!! neopets logo...full of love and happiness day ko ngayun!!!
wahoo!!!kahit mahapdi poster paint,kahit ganun face nmn,kahit napagod kami, its all worthed we WON wahoo....galing adelaida we won ok we won!!! hehe de masaya lng me!!! pero d me nag yayabang, my goosh!!! sobrang saya and sobrang tiring day to...hayzzz!!! martamng reason not only dat nakauwi na garciey,and kasi >>>>>>>uhm>>>>>>basta!!! secret,dan dan dannn!!! and basta hapi day sobra anu ba yan basta ok maraming reason to be hapiey today anu say mo.....hehehe sige po baka masabi ko pa>>>>>>well pax out!!! adelaide rules!!!

dear diary 08/28/05

wel i dont know im dont like wen its raining i feel sad i always remmber thng's.....hayzzz!!! wel today im memrzng a poem for lingo ng wika wel its going alrght though im not in the mood to day im moody they say becauze im a leo wel maybe.....kaka neopet ko lng wel starvng na pet ko!!! then nag rose me,then nanood ng mxy and funny funny jack tv....wel tapos pumuntang chowking para mag meryenda kami nila chino and frndz, a very shocking thing happen to a frnd of mine she dnt wanna mention (((".))) wel basta boring ako ngayun then nag nap me kasi i need my streght to shout!!! tom wel hayzzz...who am i joking im not wel ok i dont know why i feel so i cant explain basta one thing is for sure why is it raining i used to like when it rains i used to!!! wel to muna im not in a mood to type po kasi wel hope u had a nice day nalang!!!

dear diary 08/27/05

Basillyo, krispin wel im sisa of adelaida, astig role ko basta!!! wel practice kami para "manalo" sa play, de joke to have fun and be more closer together we dont aim for a win wel 2nd priority nalng yun!!! pero kng maatchieve namn parehas its more than a victory its SUPER!!! ano "o_o" wel sama m nmn to tel na adelaide other have u look at yur section and tell us kng yur better than us!!! NOT...will just see sa LNW kung may masasabi u beh!!! daming spy...basta adelaida rules, we are not others we are TOGETHERS!!! can u dig it!!! wel saya araw nato talaga...kahit sobrang nakakapagod halos maubos ang voice ko po as in...wel luch ok nmn ang ulam ni MAMIEY ni sir...chicken!!!wel sasaluhn me paul yeepeee!!!hehe joke wait nlng kau!!! may bf npala si lampz ??? wel anu pa ba wel 8-6 kami practice sobrng tired na me galing ni sugo summersault hehe and escoto !!! basta enjoy aku ngayun ok1!!!! damng nayaring unexpected.....so pax out!!!

dear diary 08/26/05

ang cute ni lyserg!!!
brrrrrrrrrr!!! ang lamig sa classroom sobra as in nanginginig me sobra tnx...kay jose sa jacket!!! bery much!!! wala lahat na jacket ko naiwan sa cuzne kow...my bad!!! well ngayun as in sobrang asar ako kay bignze bakit sobrang stalker sya alam nyo ba kaht san me pumnta susunod sya...seiyx daw!!! im sori po talaga!!! sobrang sowi po bignze wala talaga eh...pag mern kasi i will tel u to wait ok,,,pero in yur case wala wala kang karapatan na siraan ang name ko sa ibang tao, alam m bakt ako sbrang asar sau kasi sa ginawa mo "never nagng tau never going to hapen" nasira pangaln ko ang panget ng impresyon ng tao sakn, snabi ko nasau dahl ayko nalalo pau masaktan pag minahal m ntalaga ako tnx sa pagmamahal pero i thnk dapat m bgay yan sa taong nararapt ok, im saying dis in a nice way kasi alam kng masakit sa inyng mabasted...pero kailangan m ng malamn wag muna tayung magng frndz or aquintance dahl galt parn ako sau ayokong pumayag na personal wats yur intention diba...im sori actualy d dapat ako mag sori sau dapat ikaw for all the things you had done alam mo nayun paninira, at mga bagay na kasinungalngan FYI never nagng tayo and not going to happen ok...and FYI nasira mo nako sa buildng nyo and FYI im mad FYI you should be sori and FYI ikaw nag sabi na d ka naniniwala kng d k sbhn sau wag kng martr if u wanna make things light ayusn m name ko..dahilFYI HNDI TAU!!! im so mad at u really!!! tsk.....tsk.....tsk!!! hayzzzz!!! hapiey b-day kyle i feel so bad may colds naku dami pang problema sana nmn mgng ok na po lahat...and sana may hand na will rais me up!!! well tnx sa mga persn na special sakn kahit d nyo alm malay mo ikaw yun...basta all i wanna say is 2-25 rules and mahal ko lahat sila...i feel sobrng plastic ksi uyyy...trish,and czarna are we being harsh!!! to HIM parng ang sama pero der is a side of me na gusto owww no!!!well dats dat PAX OUT NALNG ok well tnx for lstning to my stupid nonsence typo today...anu bng paki nyo dba sanyayari sa buhay ko basta marami me gustng lagay kaso oops!!! secret ko nayun... wag muna baka malamn nyo kng anu , sino , and bakt!!! psssss....well i type to much bye!!!

shaman king!!! do u believe in destiny (yes i do)

Northern Lights
2nd Opening Song
kimi ni todoke Northern lights...
Please reach you, Northern Lights
hikisakareta futatsu no kokoro
yukiba no nai omoi ga mune o shimetsuke
naze kono toki ni deatta no ka to
toikakeru sube wa
saeta kage ni chiru
Two souls torn apart,
Feelings of nowhere to go strangle my heart.
Why did we meet this day?
The way to ask this question
Vanishes into clear shadow.
yuragu koto nai
tsuyosa na do naku
susunda saki ni
motomeru kotae ga aru
No need to waver.
Though without any strength,
You can find answers that you're looking for
After you've moved on.
ai mo tsumi mo yume mo yami mo
ima subete mini matotte
kimi no chikara boku no kokoro
kasanariatta shunkan
nani ga umareru...
Do you believe in destiny?
Love, sin, dreams, and darkness
Wear all of them now. And
at the moment when
Your power and my heart overlap,
Something will be born.
Do you believe in destiny?
usu midori-iro no maboroshi ga
kono hoshi no kanashimi o yasashiku tsutsumu
onaji unmei o tadoru ka to
haru ga kanata kara
uta koe ga hibiku
Light-green illusion
Surrounds this planet's sadness softly
"Are you going to follow the same destiny?"
Singing voices sounds
From far, far away.
akirameru ni wa
mada hayasugiru
ori kasanatta
hikari ni kibou no sete
It's too early
To give up.
Let's entrust your hope on
Folding lights.
soshite itsuka todoku yume o
ima shizuka ni kanji you
kimi no ketsui boku no mayoi
meguriai ga sashishimesu
michi o shinjite
I live with facing my destiny.
And just feel silently now
Your dream which will come true sometime.
Your decision. My hesitation.
Believe in the way
That encounter indicates you.
I live with facing my destiny.
soshite itsuka todoku yume o
ima shizuka ni kanji you
kimi no ketsui boku no mayoi
meguriai ga sashishimesu
And just feel silently now
Yuor dream which will come true sometime.
Your dream. My hesitation.
Believe in the way....
ai mo tsumi mo yume mo yami mo
ima subete mini matotte
kimi no chikara boku no kokoro
kasanariatta shunkan
nani ga umareru...
Do you believe in destiny?
Love, sin, dream, and darkness.
Wear all of them now. And
at the moment when
Your power and my heart overlap,
Something will be born....
Do you believe in destiny?

dear diary 08/22/05

hayzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!oh...my gosh!!! naospital c GARCIEY hay ngayun naka confne sa camp bonifacio pet hospital...na poison daw...by hu well i dnt knw naku,hay im realy upset,wel ok namn hay ok fne math and ss but others ok ok , hay mag seserious na me studies ayaw ko na tamadn hay kasi si KATAM eh!!! bsta serious na me ok poh!!! hay naku yan napapala pag inatake ng KATAM so magingat uso panamn yan...nakakahawa sever acute katam SAK ok...hayzzz!!! k nmn ang hlig mag viktm ng mga klasmate ko your shoes untie technic and uy tignan mo may dumi noo mo as if makikita mo noo mo hayzzz!!! k lng...VICTM naku!!!wat else ah d na me nakikta nila masyadng mag smile kasi anu ba tinatakpan ko face ko...gzzzzzzzz may pimple me oh no.....de bukas wala na noh!!! anu pa ba ay mememorize ng tula...tapos mag chachat kami ni pepito and huhug ko si genyvieve and maguusap ni miss clavel"madeline"doih!!!kulit nila...haha...now im eating an orange almost finish and texting my staker leave me alone and finishing my INDIA home work by my fab sir.dedace how cool is dat...basta fab ko sir...hay basta yun kaht paapano d name MASYADOng kinukulit siopao, napos nahampas ko alvin and pagong SOWI NA POW!!! plsssss...naku basta asar name kay ewwwwwwwwwwwww!!! kapal,feelng,prsko,and BNZE basta sobrang EWWW!!! u know wat i mean okiey!!! dont ask masuka ka pa...ayaw ko sa ganun sobrang!!!!@#$$$#@$#@##@#$$# hay nako tooth brush na me dami ko nang nasabing madumi.....basta happie naman me so far... sige pow...

dear diary 08/20/05

Im sosososososososososososososososososososososososososo so so...happie grabe sobrang enjoy ang aming retreat(st.scholastica retreat house) sa tagaytay...gusto nyo malaman ok.....well not ful imformation kasi secret yun poh!!! ok after the test nmn we went 2 pray for are trip...then the bus camed i was not dat glad couze kala ko boring pero d pala...we ate 5 times a day!!! not included "midnight snacks"...ng gurls...wel every day was ful of excitement games,songs,and the LORD's word ow diba!!! sobrang educational pero yet its not boring...we act play and discovered saya...yan ang first night(kaso natakot kami at first sa MUMU!!!(DAW) ) haha and second day mas enjoy huhu ayoko nang "MAG ACTRESS" pinahirapan ako...hay at first yung game nayun d me nag trust kay (HAW) kasi galit kami...and i believed CM...pero wen i fllw the instrctn nila CM i "BUMP" sa trees and natatapilok me...so i felt smthngs wrong...panu kng si (HAW) ang nagsasabi ng totoo...so i tried...he make sigaw (BALIW KA TALAGA) nakakaasar so sinunod k sya...GUESS what he was telling the truth all along!!!well dats dat...and what happen next is kain nanamn.....GRAbe si (HAW) takow...tapos si siopao nang aasar...har har well sobrang saya nung gabi last night namn...kahit inaantok me... well labasan na ng samang loob sa isat isa...hay sobrang kakakaba as in...nalamn ko na im so cheerful(nasobrahan) dami asar dun and me rin naiyak sori talaga sa lahat ST.ADELAIDE alam nyo na kung bakit...well sa mga kaaway ko not exactly kaaway kakaasar lang...ok na ganda ng mga sinabi nila...touch ako...sobra... PERO TAKE NOTE: sino gumalaw ng frndstr natin @-@% ha who ever u are sobrang galit me sau!!! GUYS D YUN TOTOO...who ever u are wala ako ginawa sau ok...sinira mo pangalan ko and wen nalamn ko kung sino u...d ko alam nagagawa ko sau alam ko wala ako inaaway !!! sana minura m nlng me or sinaktn physical kesa sinira mo pangaln ko...HOW DARE U!!! d me nag mumura ok dont wanna start it sau kasi d me ganun... d ako masama, maybe makulit pero d me masama "GO TO HELL"...d mo lng alam how painful...as GOD is my wkness,i dispice U so much...wanna make it up for me ok change it back...and say sori for what u did and nothing is true...and if possible tell me who u are.....sobra ka!!! and once again (H-O-W--D-A-R-E--U)!!!SEE pinasama mo araw ko...let me cool down...............................................................................pls hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...wer was i wel al i can tel u is dat is one of the best thng nananyari skn s SBC st.adelaide...we are the best talaga!!!hay...



THIS IS THE MOST STRESSFULL BLOG I HAD EVER MADE!!!


sign out: pax
very stressed abbiey...not to mention MAD>>>pero not sa mga taong totoo...
ok sakin...
pero kung sino man U.....

dear diary 08/16/05

WALA BA KAU TALAGANG MAGAWA!?! hay bala kau...wel may test parin but tom also are retreat...anu pa ba wel SIOPAO i dnt care!!! wel i do but can u just leave me alone... go bug somebody else ok!!! and for SS dnt make sama pa kay SIOPAO hay walang magawa!!! kau talaga beh!!! basta wel wat else ow my mom will be confine today for examination...uhm...after reviewing im going to my mom and go to the hospital then going horsebackriding and review again and anu pa ba wel ewan ko....pax out poh!!!

wala lng po cute lng dancing RAT right!!!

go rat!!! im loving it...

dear diary 08/15/05

Guys!!! well its been a very LOOOOOOOONG!!! time since busy me exams WAHOOO!!! dali lng po pala...wel sige papampam lng kau ok lng dnamn ako nagmumukang stupid its U!!! wel tanong ko lng yur wasting yur time na asarin me...so whats yur POINT . diba!!! if yur galit then u should not talk to me and not making asar KULANG LNG SA PANSIN!!! so kung ayaw na il tel u na papampam wag nalng kau pasaway right!!! wel dis past days until wed will be busy for me...exam namn just took a 20 mins break to and dis blog... wel i dont realy care if u like my blog or not wel it my diary but not a private 1...wish me good grades... ah!!! retreat na sa wed so good days to come den diba...sana maging sucessful ang amin retreat so maging close ang st. adelaide divaa...and open wth each other...(__:)__)...hay...wala nmn nanyaring special realy hope and pray sa retreat dami...wel for now tata kasi poh aral pa me...ill try maging serious sa studies ko sa darating na time...lagot kau (yung) wel u dnt know me beh!!! tamad pa me ngayun eh!!! aral pa me ow....wel tag me mag pakilala nmn u pag nag tag!!! hehe pax out.............kaya mo ba spell LOVE??? hirap...spell mo in the way na ma fefeel ng tao dba!!! wag mo sasabihin kung d mo alam...sino stupid ngayun??? wel may nag tanong lang sakin just wanna share dis simple thought to you!!! all dali sabihin pero mo alam meaning nito...maybe alam mo pero mali pag ka intindi mo diba...well in short tell dat wen sure ka na, alam mo yon...wel if not stupid haha joke walang stupid nag papakastupid lng!!! wel ito totoo na PAX OUT!!! kasi namn may nag tanong pa!!!bye...

dear diary 08/11/05

haha THEY GOT SERVED!!! served u right....well hapi b-day zarina well wala namn bago ganun parin may mga others , STRANGERS , FASAWAY , YEH NOT , PAPAMPAM !!! and EPS ay mga kapal pa pala...........tigilan nyo na me pleased!!! hay nako pero enjoy last subject namn yan tuloy excited na me sa retreat!!! tsk...tsk...tsk!!! hay magiging masaya yun!!! anu pa ba well wala talagang nanyari maganda ay meron kaso masyadong oops!!! PRIVACY!!! hehe yun muna d ko pa poh tapos PPP sa filipino!!! hay.............me,me always me!!!

dear diary 08/10/05

first hapi b-day kay william and advace to zarina tom!!! well well well well well.....d na tumigil mga eps sa vuhay ko wagat yougure progoblegem!!! kelan nyo ba me titigilan ...marami me masasabi sa retreat namin mga pasaway!!! behlat ):p hay dami gagawn review aral well d me aral science pero i passed the test haha!!! yung iba...beh!!! pero sa magath egewan!!! nako tom mitosis dance namn haha pag d ko alam step mag improvise me!!!anu pa well chino kinain bubblegum ko!!! ah tatapusin ko na ang movie na papanoodin ko!!! disk 2 nako...hay dami may sakit jeryl,eric,and others kulang sa vitamins de joke !!! hay anu ba ang gulo ng vuhay ko!!! maymaganda nanyari tapos sunod problema nako!!!hay i guess thats all pax out muna seeyah!!!

poem for the day!!! by: miko j. haha i publish yur very romantic poem!!!

cant help my self!?!

as i lay my self true the day's,

do i exst to u or im just a soul wth no loving,

there are day's week's year's or eternity....

hope u notice me as i am not as u can see,

my heart is full wth love for u,

is thre a way to show u,

i dd nt want to hurt u im just so shy about u,

im sori dat i hurt u,

i cant help my self...all i want is to be notice by u,

i know i have no right to be mad at u,

its just my craziest way to tell u I LOVE U!!!

and ill keep prayng dat smday u and i!!!

THIS IS FOR THE GURL THAT HE LOVES,THAT RELY UNDRSTD HM THOUGH MIKO HURT HER , AND NOW ALL HE DID HAS COME BACK TO HIM AND NOW HES THE ONE THATS HURT!!! KASI MIKO SHOUT OUT FOR xia!!! HER LOVE

dear diary 08/09/05

today well ok lng!!! nag mitosis dance haha taas grade namn kesa iba!!! kahit d ko alm steps!!! well anu pa ba d me nag luch gutom me huhu!!! hay nako tom dami dami test wala nang gawa kng d test tuloy aral me!!! hay malapit na retreat sa tagaytay !!! hum!!!anu kaya manyayari sana masaya haha!!! well nako pls pls tigilan mo nako bnze bwisit ka!!! and si h*ll yeah!!! and nako wlang kadaladala ss!!! leave me alone kung wala kau masabi ganda plz lng noh!!! im not cooling lalo me galit sainyo and for siopao bat ka bad bastos ka pa!!!grrr!!! BEH!!! ):p hay if u can see = lng day ko ngayn d ba enjoy!!! and kaasar dapat pasa me sir dedace test WRNG SPELLING!!! huhu well nako wala me jacket kanina buti bait sina CHACKY AND ERIC tnx!!! well tan damut!!! de peace tau haha umiinom me BJ ngayun!!! bili kami chino sa ever yeh!!! talo ko sya toms world dami ko ticket haha chino nawala card beh!!! de joke!!! well bakasyn amn bf ko chino as in!!! BEST FRIEND hehe d boy frnd!?! haha enjoy yeh!!! galing to lay up...taga LS haha!!! well nako d kami pwede enjoy ngayn kasi mag tetest kami next week kaya huhu tiis muna may pasok sina chino kaya dito sya sundo ng ls service nya!!! nako pax out!!! mag aral pa me SIGE POH!!!!!

dear diary 08/08/05

kala ko gud day ngayun!!! mas bad pala kesa kahapon.............tsk,tsk,tsk!!! sori izay and other team members that exst!!! sori dmay pakau problem ko...may nanyari lng kasi may sugat me sakit,de thats not the reason may problem lng me dami!!! and d ko na kinaya maging plastic to u all kasi napuno nako kanina actually d nmn puno kasi pag puno ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! dont wanna be like that anymore i changed!!!(bad abbiey had disaper) kaso dumagdag pa si (HE DONT EXST) hah wala ako gawa kanya how dare him!!! and he does not exst no more!!! unless hummm!!! wala pa me maisip basta he dont exst for now until may be i cool down if thats going to happen GRRR!!! goosh i hate him he called me "BALIW as if!!! and idiot is that the way to talk to me) well a frnd told me to ignore him forever or until i cool down!!! well for now im sososososomad at him shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! im so hot!!! take note: i done nothing!!! lets hide him in the name SS..........



well wat else sori jerryl and yadao...and tnx my frndz and i still hate H*LL YEAH!!! and wat else i dnt knw math parin haha 7+ points sa social studies and im sick my sinat me ngayn and i feel weak kanina mukang my sakit narn me well im so mad and happy today hapi caused janice lemquaco my "frnd=she is a cancer patient" the doctor told us shes ganna be ok but ther is still a possibility that her sickness wll come back so pray for her pleased1!! and tnk u for having the time to read my stupid diary and my stupid writings and understanding my stupid pleas and my stupid self and lessnng to my stupid shout out please tag at my stupid tag board or put comments sorry for my stupid blog i know its ugly for now!!! stupid in a way that i could done better and i make sisi on my stupid self!!! BEH!!! :(........(: :p :P

dear diary 08/07/05

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa BORING sobra wala me gawa!!! sana bukas gud day and the rest of the week and the year and basta forever!!! please po!!! haha basta its gana be a gud day!!!

dear diary 08/06/05

hum!!! wala nmn practice kami...nalilito me sa steps ( step bump , step , bump bump!!! ) haha well saya nmn kain kami chicken ni izay!!! oo nga kamuka nya si kina hmmm!!! well nigel hilo daw huhu wawa si yadao may lagnat!!! jeryi wala lng,paul wala lng,bennet at LA kulit lagi namn eh!!! si jose yun maniac joke haha may topak daw daw hum....wat his problem wa nmn me gawa sama kanya meron ba??? kala ko forgoten na hmmm bala ka nga whats up wth UUUUU!!! wel sina william , chariz , eric k lng fun fun fun!!! and etchetera etchetara....tapos non weeeeeeeeeee opening ng steak hus nila kuya alvin hummm sarap steak!!! burp!@%#%%$ excused me haha!!! tapos nag ym me yeh!!! may gunbound na me tnx to chino lab u frnd!!! tnki tnki tapos inantok me zzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! and natulog wahuuuuuuuuuu!!!! ay nag tutbrush muna syempre!!!and after gud night rest!!!

dear diary 08/05/05

astig tong araw nato dami nanyaring maganda well its lngo ng wika sa sanbeda boring nung una antok me nung mass well d kami kain ng gurls kasi we are humble nax!!! haha we yung iba clear naraw sila huuuuu!!!! hahaha tapos recess wala ln kainkain i
usap well normal time lng.....hahaha saya after ready for the teacher fixed the foods hay tinalsikan me ng sauce ni chariz , wel k lng kaso amoy me sauce ng chicken huhu well dats dats, yeppeee si nandyan na sila ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! mam filiprada!!! san sina sir dedace at sir iba pa huhu well eat nakami una syempre mam pero gurls na sumunod sarap chicken (eat my chicken!!!) dami me kain tawa me kay john david haha gutom!!! GO BJ BOYS GO!!! hahaha nako kulit ni kyle asar nlng me lgi GRRRR!!! hehehe k lng my S*Y*D hehe joke de SIOPAO lng!!! haha nako JOSE d mo maispeling (kailangan ng BJ) haha ganda tyesti mo...topak....haha yeeeeeppppppppppppeeeee!!!! sila sir dedace and sir sunaho hehehe GO BJ BOYS ATTACK!!! enjoy si sir sa BJ namn malasa at matamis and the BEST hey kami yun wag na kau astig @_@% enjoy kami enjoy keno sa BJ wth manga and bagoong and sawsaw chicharon sa bagoong!!! hahaha new delicasi chichagoong!!! ni keno enjoy!!! PARANG MAY KULANG pnta kmi ni zrina and bnet kina sir crisostomo and uhum mam duka for u sir for u yes u!!! nag imbita din kami ng iba pa and pag dating namn astig we are all so very hapiiiiiii enjoy lahat we unite and u know what happn kami ang the best 2-25 st. adelaide da best daw sabi nilang lahat kasi kami pinaka bonga and kami pinaka masaya and hospitable yes kami not the others de peace!!! and and enjoy me kasi uhmmmm!!! no comment!!! dami nag hi hello din and dami me bago nakilala well dont talk about the next subject!!!! and sir dedace class the eygytp haha enjoy d me bored gsto ko yun topic kaya yes im awake haha club dnt wanna talk about it grrrr....noel sabi ko ayaw ko!!! well bala sya basta me hapi ngayon kaso pauwi ha basa sisiw takot me hiway sa mga kasama kami nila cassy and chariz kaso huhu!!! kanyari d me takot to comfort them tapos basa sapatos ko baha nako patay muka me sisiw na walang nagmamahal de dami owwwwwwwwssss!!! haha dats dat!!! basta enjoy kahit may sipon hachuu!!!

dear diary 08/04/05

hahaha birthday k today HUHUHU d mo k bnati!!! de masay me im so very happi k naman dahl pnasaya nmn ako ng mga friendz ko d me nag celebrate kasi may iba akong gagawn sa money ko pang shopping hehehe well and donate ko yung iba sa fund raising for the abused children good ako diba hehehe saya dami nanyari tapos may party me mamaya gabi enjoy PUYAT me bukas lnggo ng wika go st. adelaide gho!!! BJ,SJ,at dami pang iba.....tnx sa gifts guys though i dnt realy need that sana hug kisses nalang ay bawal CENSORED!!! well bawas me kasalanan kasi d me makkain tom ng ostya galit sir filamor, bebebebe mga adelaide boys magbawas kau ng kasalanan yey dumarating na gift sakin tita dolney yepee labrador sobrang cute c Garciey yeheey lab u lab u well tnx sa hapi b day nyo and tnx sa frndship ng frndz ko lab yah!!! and tata whahahahahahhahaha!!! its my day!!!

dear diary 08/03/05

ABBIEY!!! ay masaya............

dear diary 08/02/05

hapi bday MAAAAAAAAAAAA wel ok naman hehehe d me kumnta bebebebe!!! hindi me napikon ayaw ko lng kanta may ubo me eh!!! hehehe wel ok nmn araw ko!!! sori po tan pax tau ha wel hahaha basta wala pa me sagot sa WHY? well kung kaya nyo sagotn WHy? wel mwahahahahahahahahaha!!!

dear diary 08/01/05

ouch!!! ang sakit sobra..........i dnt like this day d na natapos prblema ko grrr!!! BAKIT BAKIT.....sana matapos na tong araw na to!!! kasi naman eh!!! bat ganun ang sakit!!!

hay sa magandng nanyari ngayun uhmm!!! thnk u sa mga people na nag pasaya naman sakin...though ang plastic ko nanamn sa sarili ko!!! hay sana...........well dats life!!! think about the positive though youre hurt CRACK!!!

DOG LOVER

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I LOVE , ADORE, AND CHERISH DOGS WHAT CAN I SAY IM A DOG LOVER!!! 1MIN FAME FOR MY DOG'S (CAPPUCHINO,PRINCESS,PHONGO,BLAKY,PANZ,ANGEL,DILAILA,AND ALL DA DOGS IN THE WORLD!!!)TNX!!!

Naruto!!!

i love the show naruto!!! im a big fan of HINATA and SAKURA!!!

my poems

Is this true?
(abigael mariz p. matito)
08/01/2001

Is this true?
the way it sing's my tune so low,
they way it dance my song so high ,
i can hardly think,
what is this?
is there something i should know?
when i see u,
when youre there,
here it goes again,
BEAT,BEAT,BEAT,
can u feel it to?
is this true?

Dear diary!!!

yeeepeeey!!! i have my blog nah!!! kaso panget pa eh d ko pa naayos well k lng yan!!! basta im hapi today.....